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Sherlock Drabble: December 14th Blog
Title: December 14th Blog
Rating/Content: PG13. Depiction of depression. Pre-series. John POV
Word Count: Drabble
Disclaimer: Not my world.
A/N: Written in under ten minutes so fair warning. I haven't posted fic here for over two months and I needed to do something about that. Not cross-posted. Might delete this later. I swear, eventually I will write something happy again. [LJ-only]

Summary: John's first blog post here. Scroll to the bottom.


John stared at the blank screen.

He could lie, say he was fine, or post nothing and not bother anyone who might be inclined to be bothered, or he could post the truth.

I've been sitting in my unheated room in my dressing gown for hours debating whether to lie and say I'm okay or

Delete, delete, delete.

Went for a walk today. Except that's a lie too.

Delete.

If anyone other than my therapist is reading this, I could do with a hug

Delete.

Hi. I'm a useless, broken piece of rubbish and should just nut up and

Delete.

John closed his eyes, rubbed the bridge of his nose.

Nothing.

Post.

- - -
(that's all)

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Current Mood: drained drained

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ciaranbochna From: ciaranbochna Date: November 30th, 2012 08:13 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh yes.

Also grinning like a fool because you posted fic!

Edited at 2012-11-30 08:14 pm (UTC)
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: December 1st, 2012 07:11 am (UTC) (Link)
Thanks. It was long past time. :-/
shadowfireflame From: shadowfireflame Date: November 30th, 2012 08:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh Goddd, this puts such a perspective on that blog post, how empty and blank his life was after Afghanistan but before Sherlock. It makes me wibble for how John is post-Reichenbach... :(

Great job, as always.
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: December 1st, 2012 07:13 am (UTC) (Link)
John is a great angst-muppet, and I love him for it.
fanbot From: fanbot Date: December 1st, 2012 01:30 am (UTC) (Link)
Been there, done that.
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: December 1st, 2012 07:13 am (UTC) (Link)
I think we all have at one point or other.
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