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SPN Drabble: Flying Solo
Angsty late Stanford-era Dean drabble. Gen, emo, may be disturbing to some readers.

Flying Solo

Dean stops talking. Easy. No one to talk to, no need to talk. Sam's gone. Dad and Dean hunt separately. "Cover more ground." A few words exchanged, coordinates given, another town, another hotel another thing to track and kill.

Secondary reports and honor listings say Sam's fine. He never calls, neither does Dean. Unrestrained by blood, Sam's thriving.

Life becomes an unending drive; find job, kill, move on, numb numb numb. Watching highways and backroads slide by, alone, music loud, bass vibrating his chest in his rolling fortress of sound.

The loudness keeps him from thinking. Keeps him on the road.

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(that's it.)

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Current Mood: numb numb
Current Music: loud

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tigriswolf From: tigriswolf Date: January 15th, 2010 04:25 am (UTC) (Link)
Lovely and aching.
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: January 15th, 2010 05:25 am (UTC) (Link)
Thanks.
ficwriter1966 From: ficwriter1966 Date: January 15th, 2010 12:49 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh so sad, CK. (The writing is lovely, but sad!Dean makes me sad.)

On the upside, I just saw a promo photo that has me squeeful. I just hope the Muse feels the same way...
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: January 16th, 2010 06:57 am (UTC) (Link)
Thanks. Sad Dean is a very sad thing indeed.
irismay42 From: irismay42 Date: January 15th, 2010 06:59 pm (UTC) (Link)
I can honestly see this being how it was for Dean after Sam left. *sniffle*
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: January 16th, 2010 06:58 am (UTC) (Link)
Dean without family is a dire thing.
ciaranbochna From: ciaranbochna Date: January 15th, 2010 10:12 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yes, numb.
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: January 16th, 2010 06:59 am (UTC) (Link)
Yes.
brigid_tanner From: brigid_tanner Date: January 16th, 2010 12:19 am (UTC) (Link)
Beautifully painful.
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: January 16th, 2010 07:00 am (UTC) (Link)
Thank you. It's not the kind of thing I delve into often, but I'm glad it works.
samalander_dawn From: samalander_dawn Date: January 18th, 2010 08:22 pm (UTC) (Link)
ouch


very good. but very ouch.



Dean's come a long way since the first season, hasn't he?
caffienekitty From: caffienekitty Date: January 19th, 2010 01:41 am (UTC) (Link)
Yup. Not all of it a good way, since recent seasons have made Season One look like wall-to-wall sunshine and puppies, but a very long way.
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